That couldn't have been easy for either of you, even with the experience. I've been held captive, but this was worse than an old dungeon.
How are you healing, Jamie?
The door was a few feet away but the thought of opening it was terrifying. Our captives made us think the people who came to save us were the ones we needed to fight. They got inside of our heads and twisted everything up until we weren't in control anymore.
I guess it helps to have a doctor in the family. Unfortunately, in some ways, I think we're all at a disadvantage. Most of the things they're using aren't familiar to anyone.
That's what makes me feel weak. And I haven't been able to figure out how to move on from it yet.
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Date: 2018-03-31 07:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-03-31 07:38 pm (UTC)[ He's going off his wife's words. Or possibly Peggy's. He's not entirely sure. Certainly not Rumlow's. Fuck that guy. ]
Me and my wife. I fear she got the worst of it all.
[ Guess who blames himself? ]
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Date: 2018-03-31 07:41 pm (UTC)I’m sorry, how is she?
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Date: 2018-03-31 07:43 pm (UTC)Healing. Her skin is growing back and her nails as well. I fear she's more upset she couldn't be of any emotional comfort to those around us.
How are you?
[ Specifically Jamie who just got out of being Black Jack Randall's captive. ]
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Date: 2018-03-31 07:47 pm (UTC)I’m fine. It was mostly brainwashing for my group.
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Date: 2018-03-31 08:02 pm (UTC)They shot things into us or had us drink them. There were other things, but I was blind by the time they called me in for interrogation.
Brainwashing? I’m not sure I’m familiar.
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Date: 2018-03-31 08:05 pm (UTC)How are you healing, Jamie?
The door was a few feet away but the thought of opening it was terrifying. Our captives made us think the people who came to save us were the ones we needed to fight. They got inside of our heads and twisted everything up until we weren't in control anymore.
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Date: 2018-03-31 08:15 pm (UTC)I was shot during the rescue and whatever toxin they released got into me, but I’m certain it could have been worse if not for our timely rescue.
I’m aware of those feelings. The way someone can twist the things you believe and know.
[ Apparently Randall was good at that. ]
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Date: 2018-03-31 08:17 pm (UTC)Did anyone figure out what that toxin was?
Yeah, that's what I wasn't prepared for. I used to think I could fight my way out of anything, but there was no fighting this.
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Date: 2018-03-31 08:23 pm (UTC)I know the feeling. I’ve alwas been capable of handling myself or enduring pain, but mental torment is a montrous ability.
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Date: 2018-03-31 08:26 pm (UTC)That's what makes me feel weak. And I haven't been able to figure out how to move on from it yet.
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Date: 2018-03-31 08:41 pm (UTC)I wish I had the answer, lass, but it lingers. It’s best to keep your mind occupied I’ve found, but I know it’s no fix.