( it's funny, text sort of puts them on an even playing field, pulls intonation out of the equation and just leaves the facts.
and she's right, he knows she'd never stop him from something he needed to do. and Graham thinks she knows that both of them need this, if that future they hope for is going to happen. )
I know it will. I think a part of me wasn't sure it was worth it, for far too long. There was once a deputy that told me that feeling nothing was a good option when everything you felt... ah, what was it?
blows? it sounded very American.
( Emma definitely does not need tone of voice to know in this instance that he's teasing her. )
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[ for the drink or the future or both, since she can slide that in there.]
Are you looking forward to it?
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I think there is more I could do with my life. it's about time I started truly living it again.
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[ they've talked through possibilities before, but this sounds different; certain.]
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( years since his recruitment. months since their talk in a prison cell. )
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It'd be dangerous, no matter how we did it.
[ heart magic always is.]
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it is worth trying. whether it works or not.
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[ she won't try to talk him down from it, but as the woman who loves him, she thinks she's well within her rights to be worried.]
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Are you not?
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If I want a future, I can't keep on the way I have. Half living. Barely existing in any world that lacks magic.
If something starts to go wrong, we'll find something else. I don't intend to die to try and live. I promise you that.
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[ at least, she hopes he does. it's a lot of emotion to cram into a text.]
Good, because I'm not going to let you die. But living, feeling in a way you haven't in years? That'll hurt, too.
[if anyone would know that, it's Emma Swan. she spent half of her life trying not to feel the things that could hurt her.]
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( it's funny, text sort of puts them on an even playing field, pulls intonation out of the equation and just leaves the facts.
and she's right, he knows she'd never stop him from something he needed to do. and Graham thinks she knows that both of them need this, if that future they hope for is going to happen. )
I know it will. I think a part of me wasn't sure it was worth it, for far too long. There was once a deputy that told me that feeling nothing was a good option when everything you felt... ah, what was it?
blows? it sounded very American.
( Emma definitely does not need tone of voice to know in this instance that he's teasing her. )
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[ were those Irish wolves who raised you, Graham?]
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( abandoned by his parents and everything bUT ANYWAY )
as much as feeling might suck, that's one side of the coin. I'll have to learn to manage. It won't be easy, but I want to.
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[ they've fought their way through the darkness before, they can do it again.]
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you make me happy even without a heart. having one should not change that.